Quiet Eyes.
"He
had such quiet eyes", they read.
The
slide show painted stanzas on the board,
Dark
colours on a pasty surface tainted by remnants of past classes.
They
read word for word out loud.
Words
that rolled like chunky unsugared molasses.
There
is passion in those words.
Passion
that now lies dying on a sacrificial slab
Covered
in magnificent shroud that now lay drab.
"Answer
the question, girls". She said.
Ignore
the times when your hearts were similarly broken.
Leave
out the ways in which your faith was shaken.
Write
only what the words mean, not how they gleam.
Never
show how they leave your heart straining at the seams.
"Ten
minutes, girls".
Just
enough time to remember your broken dreams.
Just
enough space to etch the shape of your torn romances.
Just
enough time to gain the marks but not show the healing scars.
There
was once passion in these words.
There
were tears in those eyes.
There
was a life being lived there.
Now,
There
are only grades to be gained.
"You
have five minutes left girls".
Hazidi
Abdul Hamid. 10 April 2014.
Written
while observing a literature class at SMK Convent Sentul.
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